Happy Birthday!!!

Into the candle lit room I walk. All that's there is music flowing from the
speakers and a table with a sheet laying across it. On top of it is a note.
"Take off your clothes & lay under the sheet" I did just that while listening to
the music. I feel a kiss on my neck & hears a deep voice say "Glad you could
make it, now just relax." I feel the sheet come down to rest atop my butt and
warm oil being poured across my shoulders & the top of my back. I feel his
strong hands working away the stress & worries of the week, no, the month. I
close my eyes & smile as I'm in my own paradise. I feel kisses from the middle
of my back to my waist followed by more warm oil. I relax even more because it
feels so good. His hands work up & down my sides, my entire back. My sides to my
chest. To under my breasts massaging them with nipples between his fingers. A
moan escapes my mouth & his hands disappears. I feel warm kisses & tongue from
my ankle, up my calf, to my thigh, to my thigh, down my calf, to my ankle, all
the while I'm melting inside & my juices are flowing. He massages each foot,
each calf, each thigh. While I get wet, wetter, & wetter. He removes the sheet
plants kisses & nibbles on my booty while I'm squirming. The oil & his hands
massaging creates the best sensation. He moves between my legs using the oil
from his hands & my wetness & massages my lips to my clit back to my lips. My
right leg stiffens with a little shakes to it. His left hand massaging my
cheeks, his right, my clit while I cum without even being entered. He leans down
to my ear & says "Happy Birthday. Ready for Round 2?

Why We Started Writing (collab w/ some1 by the name of rickskillz)

ME: Picked up a pencil to share my thoughts in 2nd grade, Poem from a poet & a
picture I made. It hung above my bed in my grandparents home, I thought hmm that
seems easy just write straight from the dome. I wrote roses are red & how
violets are blue, I thought that's how all poems were I didn't have a clue. By
5th grade we had to write a short story, about anything we wanted, I cant
remember but it received so much glory. That next year I wrote a story 60 pages
long, yea it was corny fictional & in every way wrong, But my mom didn't knock
it & that made me feel strong. By 7th I was all into music & rhymes, writing
lyrics day after day no time for TV rapping was on my mind. I would take songs
and flip em so they became mine, knew that was gonna be my calling the best
female MC of all time. That was before advance literature in the 8th, I learned
about so many different kinds of poems & word play. It started out as an
assignment but people saw my talent, school work, rapping , poetry, I thought I
could balance. Summer came along & I wrote of happy days, Never had a broken
heart then so my sunshine never went a way. Beginning of high school I dropped
my pencil & picked up a pen, very soon I dropped that Beginning of high school I dropped
my pencil & picked up a pen, very soon I dropped that to thought that phase had
come to an end. Til 1 day I decided in the library to look up poetry, naw it
wasn't for a friend or to get a guy to notice me. I learned that all poems don't
have to rhyme, so I'm just gonna speak from my heart as you read these lines. I
wrote a few & stopped focusing. Had my 1st heartbreak didn't wanna tell any1 but
I told my diary....in the form of a poem. I stopped. Another relationship ended
back to the writing. I stopped. Picked up Tupac's book of poems and that
inspired me to keep going. From birthdays to anniversaries, happy times &
hardships, special occasions to sexual thoughts & stories once again. Its like a
calling from God, I always stopped but something was pushing me & I couldn't
give up.

rickskillz:I was sitting in the funeral home my grandfather had died I only new him

from birth he died when I was four I was crushed my parents made sure I

spent a lot of time with him during his last days he had fought in Vietnam

and world war 2 his legs got taken when he stepped on a land mine.

That started my journey with the pen and the pencil there wasn't a note

book I wasn't writing in I loves poetry I was only 4 I started reading

Shakespeare and Poe I even read some work by Dubose,although the Bible is

what I read the most.

God gave me this talent I began writing through pain the death of my grand

father weighed on my mind my mom said I was deep after reading my first

poem titled "why it hurts" this was age 4. I was growing mentally I just

could not stop writing see for me it was exciting how my mind would work I

was to creative for my age when I was 20 I already had over 40 books worth

of work I should've gotten published but I didn't look at writing as a

meal ticket it was like breathing to me. More focused now then I have ever

been in my life even

though I write from rage and hate more than I write from joy and love I had

to keep writing.

Past, Present, & Future Loves

PAST

Fun puppy love
No arguments where push came to shove
Then I got older & found real love
The kind when you're IN love
The kind when there's always a smile on your face
Everyday with them no one can take their place
Then it happened & I got hurt
I mean the pain that makes me feel lower than dirt
Makes me wanna be alone & in the darkness I lurk
Someone looks at me the wrong way them I wanna murk
Then in time my heart mended
Only to give it away again & the happiness ended



FUTURE

Fun times no tears
Brave & bold no fears
Gonna grow old with the one I been with for years
Married & happy with kids
He's mine & I am his
Tingle from the top of my head to my feet with a kiss
When we're not together his touch I will miss
We never put each other down with low blows or a dis
When I'm down he knows how to give me a fix
Arguments but we don't go to bed mad
Lifts me up emotionally when I'm sad
I love the way he treats me so its no reason to nag
He's enough for me & with that I am happy, joyful, & glad


PRESENT

I cant wait to tell y'all this
But my present, well its none of your damn business

S.E.D.U.C.T.I.O.N.

S ~ Starts with a sexy style or sexy smile


E ~ Erection stirs up but 1st the blood starts heating up like a summer day


D ~ Doses of love are served up in kisses Hands gripping on a stiff member ready for it to enter the love cave


U ~ Unique touches from the hands on the spine, lips, breasts, chest, waist, ass, hips, thighs.


C ~ Clit jumping hardening, juices start flowing from between the plump lips & I don't mean the 1s on the face


T ~ Tender fingers trace the outline of the lips slipping between the inner lips dipping in to the sweet nectar


I ~ Igniting the fire in the pit of the stomach that's waiting to be lit. It stirs up and a moan escapes the upper lips

O ~ One finger pulls while inside saying "Come here" G-Spot being stroked almost at the brink of cumming


N ~ Nerves tingling, 1 orgasm down. Dick's ready to dive in. Kitty's drippin'. Now its showtime followed by the knock out session

Love Songs

The songs are in ** just wanted to try something different. Hope y'all enjoy



I was sitting at my desk in my office when my telephone rang. It was my baby calling saying he got off of work early and he said, "*There's A Meeting In My Bedroom*" and he didn't want me late he told me he wanted to take it *Nice & Slow* he wanted to get his *Grub On* he told me "I want you to stay on the *Tip Of My Tongue*." I smiled and started talking freaky to him. He said "You're my *Lil Freak* you're trynna have *Phone Sex* but I want you to save that for tonight." So I thought to myself that *Tonight's The Night* that I'm gonna *Put It Down*. I go through the rest of my day with a big smile on my face I'm ready and I'm not ashamed to admit that *I'm Sprung* and his loving *Really Got A Hold On Me*. I'm rushing home so I can change into something sexy so I can get my *Seduction* on. I shave then take a bath rub oil all over my wet body after I'm done. Get dressed in a red lace teddy, red Loubiton heels and a short red leather trench coat. I know people will think I'm crazy with this on since its so hot out. But I don't care I'm ready for the *Unthinkable* to go down tonight with me and my boo. I get to his place, walk in. Its candles lit everywhere and *Sex Therapy* is coming softly from the speakers. He comes up behind me running his hands over my body and whispers in my ear, "*Please Excuse My Hands* but I took the rest of the day off and I had to *Take A Night Off* from my second job to give you some *Jupiter Love*." He pulls off my trench and takes in my teddy and licks his lips as he lifts it up his hands travels to my middle and finds I have no panties on. He says, Baby do you mind if I *Go Low* for a while?" I shake my head, "No I don't mind." He gets on his knees, puts one of my legs over his shoulders while I'm leaning against the wall. "I've been *Feenin'* for your *Juicy* kitty all day." He sticks his middle finger in and out and licks my juices off. "Mmm it *Seems Like You're Ready* I want you to be *Forever Mine*." He spreads my lips and goes to work. Licking and sucking, sucking and licking. Right before I cum he stops and stands with the *Sticky Face* while I'm standing there mad. "Mm babe you *Taste Like Candy* but we gotta go to my *Sex Room* cause tonight Ima *Beat It Up*." We walk into the room and *Can You Handle It* is playing. He takes off my teddy and his shorts and wife beata. Kisses me on my lips, neck, and chest while laying me on the bed. He says, "Are you ready for some *#1 Sex*?" I spread my legs and bite and suck on his bottom lip and smile. He pushes my knees up and enters my slowly, biting down on his lip,"Mm girl your love is my *Addiction*." He starts off slow but I thrust my hips forward to get him to pick up the pace. He speeds up and the whole bed is rocking. I say, "Damn baby I just got my hair done yesterday, you trynna make me *Sweat It Out*?" He pushed my legs up in the air almost behind my head, "We may go at it *All Night Long* I'll pay to get it fixed." He goes *Deep* I can feel him in my stomach but I wanna take control, I tell him, "Baby we *Trading Places*." He slows down holds on to me & flips over so I'm on top. I position myself to give him the best *Ride* ever. I grind slow with one hand on his chest the other on the bed. I move up and down bouncing harder and harder. He sits up and holds me tight while I'm going hard he's sucking my nipples. Left to right then right to left. Its *Ecstacy* with me nails in his back. He says, "Dayum girl you *Scratchin' Me Up*." I push him back and turns around with my back facing him without him slippin out. I'm riding with all my might as I reach down rubbing my clit. He sayd, "Ooo girl *Don't Stop Til You Get Enough*." I rise up to the tip and uses my muscles to squeeze the head he shouts my name I smile and say, "Shhh baby, before the *Neighbors Know My Name*." I start to *Put A Lil Umph In It* and I tell him, "*Bet I Bust* before you do." Before I can make a move I'm face down on the bed he's grabbing my hips to put my ass up and plunges back into my wetness. He's going at it I tell ya the way he's *Knockin' Boots* got me *Grippin' On The Bed*. He reaches around and massages my clit with one hand and the other going between my breasts. His loving so good I just gotta *Look Back At It* I tell him, "Boy, I think YOU, not Trey Songz, *Invented Sex*." He stops and I look agitated, he pulls me over to the dresser and bends me over and spreads my legs as far as he could. "This the best position for me to *Blow Ya Back Out*." He goes in harder and faster than before I can feel it in my chest and my breats flying back and forth. "Ahhh shit *Freak Me* baby I'm bout to cum!" He tells me he is too. We both explode at the same time. He got me *Weak* and I can barely stand. He picks me up and we sliide *Between The Sheets* I telll him, "Wow baby, you were really *At Your Best* tonight." *Love You Gently* is now playing. Its funny cause gently was the last thing on our mind. I feel where I'm laying and he sees me and says, "Baby, *Your Side Of The Bed* is wet. You can sleep on my side with me. Just *Lay Your Head On My Pillow* my chest or shoulder. Your choice." I slide over and lay beside him as he whispers in my ear. I wanna make you feel good on *Two Occasions* that's day and night." I smile and say, I love it, you were like a *Porn Star*." He says, "If you loved tonight, wait til you get your *Birthday Sex*." With that, I was out like a light. Cause his love was like a *TKO*

Princess Waiting on My Knight June 25, 2007

Have I found my knight?
Maybe I have, maybe I haven't
Well let me fill you in...

I met him a while back. When I heard his voice it threw my pimp game out of
whack. You see my plan was to get hearts and never give em back. I had the
"Better keep ya boy close when I come through. Because your man I will take him,
and date him, and break him, and make him do things that he wouldn't normally
say or do," mentality. He was "Fresh Meat" so I was like yea, another one that I
can make fall in love with me without giving him the goodies then leave him with
a broken heart thinking I'll be back. It was all a game to me until I got to
know him.

He made me laugh like I never have before. Had me waiting for his call, his
text, to see his face, to be close to him, touch him, hug him, to... to...
"WAIT!" I told my heart, "This is not how its suppose to go. He's suppose to be
fiending you, not you him. Stop this new emotion I have. I can't catch feeling I
can't and I won't let my heart get hurt!" But my heart said, "Yes! This feels
right! This is the one, if not, at least you would experience something new!" As
we continued to talk day in and day out, I felt my heart trying to get my mind
in the same place.

People let me tell you, I didn't want to let my heart free, but she had a mind
of her own. She jumped out of my body and into his hands. Where ever he was even
if he was on the moon, one call and it was like he was laying next to me. He's
caring, loving, outgoing, understanding, faithful, honorable, sweet, honest,
talented, funny, my best friend, and my protector.

HE'S MY KNIGHT!

And if you're out there somewhere I'm your princess waiting to be swept away on
your shiny black horse!

Love Lost July 9, 2006

What happened to our love? Is it still there or is it slowly disappearing right
in front of my eyes. We barely talk and when we do you have nothing to say. This
is for my love lost.

My first love in my life,
We used to talk about how nice it
would be to be husband and wife.
Talking late into the night,
And texting into the morning light.

I said I would always be there for you, and you for me,
But right now its no longer the same as you can see.

I was by your side when you needed me the most,
But you went farther instead of pulling me close.

Oh we had some bad times and stopped talking to each other,
But was back on good terms a day later because of your brother.

I didn't hear from you and dumped you for misunderstood reasons,
But when I knew the truth I was sad for ever leaving.

I asked if you wanted to try again,
But you said you didn't know so I guess we can be friends.

The things we shared I miss,
The craziest thing is you texted me in the middle of writing this.

Damn, a love lost


This was more than just a poem to me. I'm past that now, that was of course,
almost 4 years ago. :)