Love Songs

The songs are in ** just wanted to try something different. Hope y'all enjoy



I was sitting at my desk in my office when my telephone rang. It was my baby calling saying he got off of work early and he said, "*There's A Meeting In My Bedroom*" and he didn't want me late he told me he wanted to take it *Nice & Slow* he wanted to get his *Grub On* he told me "I want you to stay on the *Tip Of My Tongue*." I smiled and started talking freaky to him. He said "You're my *Lil Freak* you're trynna have *Phone Sex* but I want you to save that for tonight." So I thought to myself that *Tonight's The Night* that I'm gonna *Put It Down*. I go through the rest of my day with a big smile on my face I'm ready and I'm not ashamed to admit that *I'm Sprung* and his loving *Really Got A Hold On Me*. I'm rushing home so I can change into something sexy so I can get my *Seduction* on. I shave then take a bath rub oil all over my wet body after I'm done. Get dressed in a red lace teddy, red Loubiton heels and a short red leather trench coat. I know people will think I'm crazy with this on since its so hot out. But I don't care I'm ready for the *Unthinkable* to go down tonight with me and my boo. I get to his place, walk in. Its candles lit everywhere and *Sex Therapy* is coming softly from the speakers. He comes up behind me running his hands over my body and whispers in my ear, "*Please Excuse My Hands* but I took the rest of the day off and I had to *Take A Night Off* from my second job to give you some *Jupiter Love*." He pulls off my trench and takes in my teddy and licks his lips as he lifts it up his hands travels to my middle and finds I have no panties on. He says, Baby do you mind if I *Go Low* for a while?" I shake my head, "No I don't mind." He gets on his knees, puts one of my legs over his shoulders while I'm leaning against the wall. "I've been *Feenin'* for your *Juicy* kitty all day." He sticks his middle finger in and out and licks my juices off. "Mmm it *Seems Like You're Ready* I want you to be *Forever Mine*." He spreads my lips and goes to work. Licking and sucking, sucking and licking. Right before I cum he stops and stands with the *Sticky Face* while I'm standing there mad. "Mm babe you *Taste Like Candy* but we gotta go to my *Sex Room* cause tonight Ima *Beat It Up*." We walk into the room and *Can You Handle It* is playing. He takes off my teddy and his shorts and wife beata. Kisses me on my lips, neck, and chest while laying me on the bed. He says, "Are you ready for some *#1 Sex*?" I spread my legs and bite and suck on his bottom lip and smile. He pushes my knees up and enters my slowly, biting down on his lip,"Mm girl your love is my *Addiction*." He starts off slow but I thrust my hips forward to get him to pick up the pace. He speeds up and the whole bed is rocking. I say, "Damn baby I just got my hair done yesterday, you trynna make me *Sweat It Out*?" He pushed my legs up in the air almost behind my head, "We may go at it *All Night Long* I'll pay to get it fixed." He goes *Deep* I can feel him in my stomach but I wanna take control, I tell him, "Baby we *Trading Places*." He slows down holds on to me & flips over so I'm on top. I position myself to give him the best *Ride* ever. I grind slow with one hand on his chest the other on the bed. I move up and down bouncing harder and harder. He sits up and holds me tight while I'm going hard he's sucking my nipples. Left to right then right to left. Its *Ecstacy* with me nails in his back. He says, "Dayum girl you *Scratchin' Me Up*." I push him back and turns around with my back facing him without him slippin out. I'm riding with all my might as I reach down rubbing my clit. He sayd, "Ooo girl *Don't Stop Til You Get Enough*." I rise up to the tip and uses my muscles to squeeze the head he shouts my name I smile and say, "Shhh baby, before the *Neighbors Know My Name*." I start to *Put A Lil Umph In It* and I tell him, "*Bet I Bust* before you do." Before I can make a move I'm face down on the bed he's grabbing my hips to put my ass up and plunges back into my wetness. He's going at it I tell ya the way he's *Knockin' Boots* got me *Grippin' On The Bed*. He reaches around and massages my clit with one hand and the other going between my breasts. His loving so good I just gotta *Look Back At It* I tell him, "Boy, I think YOU, not Trey Songz, *Invented Sex*." He stops and I look agitated, he pulls me over to the dresser and bends me over and spreads my legs as far as he could. "This the best position for me to *Blow Ya Back Out*." He goes in harder and faster than before I can feel it in my chest and my breats flying back and forth. "Ahhh shit *Freak Me* baby I'm bout to cum!" He tells me he is too. We both explode at the same time. He got me *Weak* and I can barely stand. He picks me up and we sliide *Between The Sheets* I telll him, "Wow baby, you were really *At Your Best* tonight." *Love You Gently* is now playing. Its funny cause gently was the last thing on our mind. I feel where I'm laying and he sees me and says, "Baby, *Your Side Of The Bed* is wet. You can sleep on my side with me. Just *Lay Your Head On My Pillow* my chest or shoulder. Your choice." I slide over and lay beside him as he whispers in my ear. I wanna make you feel good on *Two Occasions* that's day and night." I smile and say, I love it, you were like a *Porn Star*." He says, "If you loved tonight, wait til you get your *Birthday Sex*." With that, I was out like a light. Cause his love was like a *TKO*

Princess Waiting on My Knight June 25, 2007

Have I found my knight?
Maybe I have, maybe I haven't
Well let me fill you in...

I met him a while back. When I heard his voice it threw my pimp game out of
whack. You see my plan was to get hearts and never give em back. I had the
"Better keep ya boy close when I come through. Because your man I will take him,
and date him, and break him, and make him do things that he wouldn't normally
say or do," mentality. He was "Fresh Meat" so I was like yea, another one that I
can make fall in love with me without giving him the goodies then leave him with
a broken heart thinking I'll be back. It was all a game to me until I got to
know him.

He made me laugh like I never have before. Had me waiting for his call, his
text, to see his face, to be close to him, touch him, hug him, to... to...
"WAIT!" I told my heart, "This is not how its suppose to go. He's suppose to be
fiending you, not you him. Stop this new emotion I have. I can't catch feeling I
can't and I won't let my heart get hurt!" But my heart said, "Yes! This feels
right! This is the one, if not, at least you would experience something new!" As
we continued to talk day in and day out, I felt my heart trying to get my mind
in the same place.

People let me tell you, I didn't want to let my heart free, but she had a mind
of her own. She jumped out of my body and into his hands. Where ever he was even
if he was on the moon, one call and it was like he was laying next to me. He's
caring, loving, outgoing, understanding, faithful, honorable, sweet, honest,
talented, funny, my best friend, and my protector.

HE'S MY KNIGHT!

And if you're out there somewhere I'm your princess waiting to be swept away on
your shiny black horse!

Love Lost July 9, 2006

What happened to our love? Is it still there or is it slowly disappearing right
in front of my eyes. We barely talk and when we do you have nothing to say. This
is for my love lost.

My first love in my life,
We used to talk about how nice it
would be to be husband and wife.
Talking late into the night,
And texting into the morning light.

I said I would always be there for you, and you for me,
But right now its no longer the same as you can see.

I was by your side when you needed me the most,
But you went farther instead of pulling me close.

Oh we had some bad times and stopped talking to each other,
But was back on good terms a day later because of your brother.

I didn't hear from you and dumped you for misunderstood reasons,
But when I knew the truth I was sad for ever leaving.

I asked if you wanted to try again,
But you said you didn't know so I guess we can be friends.

The things we shared I miss,
The craziest thing is you texted me in the middle of writing this.

Damn, a love lost


This was more than just a poem to me. I'm past that now, that was of course,
almost 4 years ago. :)

Cold Winter's Night Pt. 25

through to the kitchen. It has all stainless steel appliances with marble counters and even marble floors. "Its so pretty I love this kitchen I would love to cook in here. "Thank you maybe you can cook in it one day if you play your cards right." "Yea yea yea we'll see. So where's the next spot?" He takes me off to the next room which is a pool room. It has soft leather chairs and a flat screen TV mounted on the wall in the corner of the room. The pool table is white with "T.Tate" written in blood red. He also has a mini bar in the corner across from the TV. The next room is his poker/craps room. He has the table in the center of the room with stools all around. I see speakers mounted in each corner of the room and a CD player in back of the room. "Nice. Seems like a nice bachelor pad here." He smiles, "Yea something like that I guess. Come on let's go to the middle level." We walk down to the middle level and there's a pool and hot tub also a spa for the ladies. He says, "I don't know why I added this here, no one ever uses it." "I'll use it, you got a masseuse on here?" "Naw nothing, that's why I don't know why its here. Come on." We keep walking and get to three guest bedrooms with their own bathrooms. "If you ever want to stay over you can sleep in one of these if you like. Don't worry, no one has slept in them besides my mama." "This is really nice Tre. Why would you want to buy a house when you have one here and you can sail anywhere and take your home with you." "Yea that's true but this is more like a party house. I want something for my future wife and kids because they will not be staying on here. I'm even thinking about selling it." "OK I understand. So where do you sleep?" He grabs my hand and opens this door that I thought was a coat closet and walks down these stairs to the bottom level. We walk down this short hall and he opens the door. When you first walk in its a sitting area well more like a living room with a flat screen

Cold Winter's Night Pt. 24

"I'm sorry, its just that, I eat the same two dressings together. So I'll have
the same as he's having." The waiter smiles, "Very well, if either of you need
anything just ring this bell," he places a small bell on the table, "and I'll be
here in a few." We both say, "Thanks" as he turns and walks off. I look around
and realizes we are no where near the dock. "When did we start moving?" "We
started right after we stepped on here. You don't get seasick do you? I have
some medicine for that in the kitchen if you need some." The waiter comes back
with our salads and walks off. "No I'm fine I love being out on the water." Tre
blesses the food and we start eating. A few minutes into eating, he breaks the
silence, "Ms. Kaiya you weren't lying about starving were you?" he laughs, "Its
OK though, I hate chicks that act like they're too pretty to eat in front of a
man, all the while their stomachs be touching their backs. At least I know you
won't be wasting my food." I laugh and finish eating. "I'm sorry but I wasn't
lying about not eating I really am hungry." Before Tre can reply, the waiter
comes out with our food and sits it down in front of us. We both dig in and
neither of us speak a word until we're done. He leans back in his chair, "That
was good. So Kaiya, you ready to walk some of this food off and go on a tour of
my 'water home'?" "Sure let's go. But do you mind if I take these heels off?
They are killing me I wasn't paying attention to which ones I grabbed, I was
suppose to take these back for a refund." "Oh, no problem get as comfortable as
you like. Mi casa es su casa. Glad you're being yourself around me and not all
shy. Let's go." I take off my shoes and leave them under the table and stands up
after Tre pulls my chair back. We go through the same doors as the waiter did
and its like a plush lobby with the men's bathroom on one side and the women on
the other. We continue down the hall until we come to double doors and we walk

Cold Winter's Night Pt. 23

He parks the car, turns it off and gets out coming around to my side. I'm
thinking to myself, like are we going on a boat ride or something? He opens my
door and holds his hand out for me. I take his hand and gets out. He closes the
door and hits the alarm button on his key chain and pulls me gently towards the
boarding area. I'm looking around and I just see this one medium sized yacht
with "Pride & Joy" written on the side in pretty metallic blue. We walk onto the
yacht and he leads me upstairs and when we reach there its a table with two
champagne flutes and a bottle of Nuvo chilling in ice. In the center sits a
bouquet of blue roses and its a waiter standing there waiting on us to take a
seat. I look up at Tre and smile, "This is nice. Is this your yacht?" He pulls
my chair out for me and I sit down and he sits after me. "Yes this is my yacht.
This is my home for now. I need you to find me a land home." "Sure, I can do
that for you, if you give me a tour of your water home." He smiles with those
cute dimples, "Of course. After dinner." He waves over the waiter and he comes
over and pours us both Nuvo but he adds henny to Tre's and hands us our
menus. I look at Tre in amazement, "Don't tell me you have a restaurant on here
too." He laughs a little "Naw, I got a chef and a few waiters when I have
parties. I had them make up a menu of what we have here cause I don't know what
you like yet." I smile and nod my head. I look over the menu and finally chooses
as Tre waves over the waiter and tells me to order first. "I'll have the mango
salmon with rice pilaf and steamed veggies with a roll." The waiter replies,
"Yes miss, and for you Mr. Tate?" Tre says, "Uhhh, I'll have the same as her
please." The waiter says, "Yes Mr. Tate." He takes our menus, "I'll be right out
with your starter salads. Mr. Tate you want the usual dressing, ranch and honey
mustard right?" Tre nods and I burst out laughing and they both look at me like
I' m crazy.

Cold Winter's Night Pt. 22

When I pull up to the office its 8:15 and I see Tre leaning against a black BMW looking down at his phone. I wonder if he's about to call me. I pull up next to him and let's my window down. "I'm so sorry time got away from me, is it too late? I mean you didn't make reservations did you? I should have called, I'm sorry." Why did I rammble whenever I got around him? He smiles, "Its ok I kind of figured you may be a little late don't beat yourself up about it. So you wanna ride with me or drive ya own?" I let my window up, turn off the truck, grab my clutch and steps out. "Alright now Ms. Kaiya," he says as he looks at me, "you look stunning." He walks around to the passenger side and opens the door for me. I follow behind him smiling, "Thanks, you look nice your self." He's wearing cream colored slacks with Stacy Adams to match with a cream and soft green button down. He has a custom made cuban link on his left wrist and a gold ring on his right hand. He gets into the driver's seat and his cologne invades my senses. Mmm, he smells so good, but I'll keep that to myself. He starts the car and out of the speakers comes a the raspy voice of Etta James singing how she wants a Sunday Kind of Love and I sing along with her. Tre looks over at me, "What you know about Etta girl?" I smile, "I know all of her songs, I love singers from back in the day, they're more soulful, like they're singing from the bottom of their souls." He nods his head as I continue, "now don't get me wrong, there's a few out now that has an old soul like Mary J. Blige and Monica, I love them." He looks over "OK glad you like more than just Etta, cause its more than just her that'll you'll be hearing." I sat back singing along until I notice we've been riding for almost 30 minutes. "So Tre, where exactly are we going to dinner? I mean I haven't eaten since I had that salad earlier and I'm starvi-" Before I could finish I look to see we're at the dock.

Cold Winter's Night Pt. 21

I get up to find me something to wear tonight. I finally decideon this two-toned sleeveless dress. Black down to the waist, and red from the waist to right above my knees with small pockets on the side and lay it on the bed. I still can't decide on what shoes to wear I'll choose later on. I get my gold heart shaped earrings with the necklace and ring to match and lay down on the dress. I go to the kitchen and wash the dishes which I've been putting off since I cooked Sunday dinner. After I'm done with that I separate my dirty clothes to wash, they've piled up so high, "Kaiya girl, you've got to do better." I load the washer then go into the living room to straighten up then the den. Once I'm done there I take the clothes out the washer puts them in the dryer then loads the washer again. I go lay on the couch and turn on the tv. "Man I'm tired." I turn to the TV Guide channel to see what's on and I see a good movie came on at 6, its 6:15. I jump straight up, "shit! I forgot all about the date." I start taking off my clothes while making my way to the master's bathroom. I fill the tub, tie my hair up and gets into the tub. I can't believe I forgot. When I get out its 7:20. I rub oil all over my body, dab Victoria's Secret, Very Sexy, on my body in the right places and runs into my room to get dressed. I put my
dress, jewelry on and grab the first pair of black heels I spot. I get my black clutch, run to the living room get my license and $50 out of my bag to put in my clutch, grab my keys, gets ready to open the door. I realize my hair is still tied up. I stand in front of the mirror in the foyer and takes my hair down. I de and reactivate the alarm and I jump into the Range headed back to the office at 7:55p.m. Damn.

Cold Winter's Night Pt. 20

"Mmm-hmmm who was that last man that left out of here smiling huh? That's your man isn't he? That's why you weren't interested in me hooking you up right?" I just keep eating tuning her out. "Ms. Thang, you better answer me before I have to find out myself. Now, who is he?" "Kelly," I finish eating and wipe my mouth and hands. "Why must you be so nosey? I don't know him from any other client. He stayed behind because he wanted me to find him a place similar to what his friend just signed for. Now, is that all?" "Yea ok Kaiya, I can smell a lie when its being told, and you miss, are very
stinky right now." She turns to walk out while I'm laughing. I gather my things, look my desk and my office, tells everyone that I would see them on Monday and I head to my Range. Once I get to it, I see a small piece of paper with a blue rose taped to it, "Can't wait to see you tonight Baby Girl, I promise you won't regret it." I smile and get into the truck. I wonder if Ms. Nosey Butt saw him put this on my truck the reason she came running in my office. I start up the truck and head on home. I get the mail head in the house, deactivate and re-activate the alarm and plops down on the couch. I look at the time, its 2pm. I go through the mail, bills of course. I lay them on the coffee table and head to my room to change clothes. I take off what I wore to work and put on some shorts and a t-shirt then twist my hair back up for tonight. I go back in the living room to get my cell and come back to my room and lays across the bed. I call up my best friend Amaya but it goes straight to voice mail. Dang, I kept forgetting she was on vacation and called from the hotel room letting me know she didn't have a signal there. Oh well.

Cold Winter's Night Pt. 19

I feel so embarrassed, I amost choke. I quickly wipe my face and hands and start to stand up when The Boss says, "No need to rush Kaiya, so to intrude. We'll just come back in a few minutes." Tre adds while smiling, "Yea cause it looks like you were going in on that. You didn't eat this morning baby girl?" The Boss is about 5'7 looks to be about 250lbs or more kind of reminds me of the rapper 8 Ball. Both him and Tre are dressed in button down shirts and dark blue jeans. The Boss has on dark shades, Tre has on a black fitted cap. "Please have a seat. I've been waiting on you, no need to come back, you're the only person I have to meet with today."
They both take a seat in front of my desk while I put my salad back in its bag and puts a piece of gum in my mouth. The Boss speaks, "So my man Tre tells me all about the house, I trust his taste so I'm ready to sign all the papers and be out of your way beautiful."I scream on the inside, I'll be making $1.5million on this sale! I smile big while sitting the papers in front of him while explaining. After all of my talking and smiling, he signs it all and I hand him his key to his new house, um, mansion.
"Thanks Ms. Kaiya pleasure doing business with ya." He stands and shakes my hand and walks out leaving me and Tre alone. I begin to speak to ask if he got the message I left on his voice mail but he beats me to it. "So I got your message before we came I know a nice place we could go for dinner. Does 8 sound good?" "Yes, but where are we going? What do I need to wear? Do you want me to meet you there?"He laughs, "Slow down. I mean you can wear something dressy but not too formal, like maybe going to a party but not to much skin. Shawty just wear something nice. And we can meet here if you like". I smile, "OK, 8o'clock then"He kisses my hand and turns and leaves me there smiling. I sit back down sit my salad back in front of me so I can finish and here comes that damn Kelly!

Cold Winter's Night Pt. 18 (short story)

I know alot of secrets about the other agents in the office who were too weak and made the mistake of confiding in Kelly. That wouldn't be me though, I always change the subject when she gets too personal. My luch arrives at the perfect time. Kelly was just telling me about some guy she wants me to meet. I dash off into my office and closes the door and sits behind my desk. I bless my food, add the ranch and honey mustard dressing to my salad and starts getting down. I'm halfway done when its a knock at the door. Ugh what does Kelly want? I say, "Come in" in between chews. Instead of Kelly, in walks Tre and The Boss and here I am with a mouthful of salad with dressing on the side of my mouth and face....

Cold Winter's Night Pt. 17 (short story)

I guess because I'm extra happy to be here. I walk in and speak to everyone who has arrived before me, which is only three other agents and I head into my office. I go over the papers once more to make sure I have everything there and in order then I check my messages. I have a few from other clients that want to set up an appointment so I call them backand take care of that. When I'm done making those calls, I see its 11:15am so I decide to give Tre a call but it goes straight to voicemail so I decide to leave a message. "Hi Tre, this is Kaiya. I was just returning your call to say I would love to go to dinner with you, just let me know the details. OK bye bye." I have nothing else to do until The Boss gets here to sign the papers so I call to order lunch. I order a a chicken salad and a sweet tea. I go make small talk with this other agent named Kelly, until my lunch arrives. I never tell Kelly too much because she's the type that can't hold water.

Cold Winter's Night Pt. 16 (short story)

I smile. I love his voice. I grab my cell to save his number so I replay the message over. I debate about calling back. He may be busy, I'll just call him before they come into the office. I eat my dinner while watching a movie on Lifetime. Afterwards I shower then look for something to wear tomorrow. I end up choosing a white jacket with the white capri pants to match and a pair of white and black stilettos. I wet and twist my hair so I would have curls in the morning. I set my alarm and climb into bed smiling. I have a client coming to sign for this "mansion" and a promising dinner date. I say to myself, "Yes, tomorrow shall be very fulfilling" as I doze off.
The next morning I'm up happy, dancing to the radio while doing my hair and applying my eyeliner and lip gloss. After I dress, I put on my silver hoop earrings, silver necklace, diamond tennis bracelet, and the matching ring, grab my bag and keys and I'm out the door. Today I decide to take the Range. I arrive at the office in no time.

Weather Is My Soul

I don't know why, but, I just feel like writing about the weather. Since its storming. So here it goes, just whatever flows from my pen to paper. (Yes pen, I actually wrote this down first.)

As I sit here on the love seat recliners, I'm staring out the living room window, watching God do his work. First it was cloudy, then it stormed, became sunny and bright, now storming worse than before. All of this was from 2pm-5:20pm and probably gonna still continue. I realized that the weather is kind of like our souls, our hearts, our spirits, at least mine.
This is what I mean:

I sometimes feel like the sun. When I'm in a great mood or someone comes along to make me happy, it seems like I light up the room or make the most gloomy day bright. That's how happy I always want to be.
But just like the weather, my mood changes the way the wind blows. A small gentle breeze can make you smile, happy for a break from the heat. But strong winds can make you worry. Make you aware that the mood is changing.
Here comes the clouds. Its just like when your brain gets cloudy. You don't know if you wanna cry (rain) or keep smiling (sun).
A lot of times you choose to cry (rain). This can be good because it cleanses the soul, like rain can cleanse the ground of dirt. Sometimes it rains harder than other times. Depends on what is making the rain (tears) come about.
The lightening flashes and even strikes. This is when I'm angry and I want to let it all out, don't care what anyone says to me, I'm getting it out as long as I can.
The thunder rolls and beats like drums just as my heart does. When matters of my heart get involved, it gets louder and longer until the person that I want to hear it, acknowledges it.
Snow is what we rarely see here in my city of Georgia. Just as you rarely see my heart turn cold towards someone and falls away gently and softly as the white snow. But then, its sunny again.
Everyone loves sunny days, but if you can't stand the wind, clouds, rain, lightening, thunder, and snow, then you don't deserve my sunny days